Tuesday, February 25, 2003 :::
 

HAPPY BELATED ONE YEAR BIRTHDAY BLOG!! 2/24!!!

I AM IN THE BESTEST MOOD. Life is chugging along. I've got a lot of work to do. But I'm happy. I've got the best friends in the world, & I get to spend Spring Break with the best of them. Including my best friend. My best friend is the best. whoohoo.
That is all.
Love to u & yours.
~Jen

::: posted by Jen at 5:14 PM

Tuesday, February 18, 2003 :::
 

I'm sick of being online all the time. I'm bored, I'm so fucking bored with things right now. I'm just getting frustrated with my life and people in it right now. This midpoint that I'm at, stuck, its aweful. There just seems to be so many things that I wish I could say to people in my life that I cant right now for various reasons and its killing me. Some of its hurting me, some is just making me bitter and resentful. I have a few weeks to loose some weight before I go to skinnyLAland, and that's annoying me because I'm not, nor will I ever be a swimsuit model. There are some things I will just never be, and some people I will never be enough for. I dont mean to be so negative right now I just get like this when I'm stuck at home for too long and this snow day isnt helping. Maybe its the weather. But I used to be this always cheerful enthusiastic person and I've become this negative, selfdepricating, crass at best person lately. Maybe I just need some sunshine. But nothing from the outside will help, I need to make a change on the inside. A big change. I'm just not sure where to start.

::: posted by Jen at 1:15 PM

Thursday, February 13, 2003 :::
 

Nooooow for Jen's Yay & Boo list: Yay for my best friend being in town. Boo for stupid girls. Boo for being single on Valentines Day. Yay for a drunken night with the girls. Yay for three weeks until Spring Break. Boo for three weeks of work until & two months of work after Spring Break. Yay for a Valentines Card from my nana. Boo that the only ones I've recieved were from my mom & my nana.Boo for not seeing a lot of my peeps very often due to this busy semester. Yay for Cutters Mardi Gras party. Yay for Lincoln's birthday & the long weekend I get. Boo for possibly having an ulcer. Yay for LA giving me back my best friend for a bit.Boo for my back hurting.Yay for 9 months & counting until I move to LA. Yay for my possible blind date to come. Did I mention YAY that my best friend is in town?

::: posted by Jen at 11:20 PM

Monday, February 10, 2003 :::
 

Is love's bed always snow?

::: posted by Jen at 11:15 AM

Wednesday, February 05, 2003 :::
 

Man oh man,I have been busy as all hell lately. I got sick last week as a result of it...I guess a stomach bug is what I get for a week full of 12-14 hour days. This semester has seriously been the most stressful and loaded down with work time of my educational career. EVERY class has lots of work due, & theres not a one of um I can skip! Then there's work to go to, etc. So, needless to say, I haven't been around much. I sat down today & made a To Do list for now until Spring Break. Let's just say it wasnt pretty, so this weekend I'm gonna buckle down and pump out like 3 papers and tons more sketches for my design class.
Other then class & work, I haven't really been doing much. I'm like an old woman. By the time I get home I have no energy & no desire to do anything. Plus, I've been kinda depressed at the whole "my best friend is on the other side of the country" thing, but it's ok.
Valentines day is shaping up to be painfully uneventful. As usual. Other then that, the only thing of any importance to report is that Feb. 24th will be the one year anniversary of the creation of this blog. Jubilation to commence on that date.
That is all. ~Jen

::: posted by Jen at 6:43 PM