Thursday, June 20, 2002 :::
So today (or yesterday rather) was a frustrating & wierd day. I felt like I was not quite awake all day, like I was walking around in one of those dreams where you know in the dream that you're just dreaming. If that makes any sense.I made a hard but what I feel to be correct decision today about some issues in my life & all will work out in time. Tomorrow I'm going late to class because I'm going with Allie to observe a class of deaf children she teaches for a "field trip" assignment. Boyfriend was in town, we drove around for almost 2 hours-completly lost-but only like 15min from the city. We had no idea where we were. It was the most fun I've had in ages! I just looked at a friends website from the castle. I'm kinda castlesick now. I wasnt before at all, because my heart was in Boston. But now my heart is kinda all over the place, so I don't know if I'm coming or going half of the time. I'm just going through the motions. Get up, go to class, walk back, log videos, come back sit online, watch TV, go to bed, sleep, get up, scoop ice cream....the only thing I really enjoy is my internship. I really love casting & am excited about my future in the field-its the first reliable & steady, yet fun thing I've ever wanted to do in my life. I'm anxious to be an adult. And every time I freakin see that Evian water commercial I want to reach into that TV & grab out one of the babies & keep it & raise it as my own. Those are the cutest things I have ever seen, I dont care if theyre digital. I WANT ONE. I've been in this maternal stage for way too long now.
"I want a bump, I want a bump of...Daddy, I want a bump of K now!...now!...now!"
RIDE THE RYTHM!!!!
Quote of 2000 & forever: "Thats like giving someone a lollypop & leaving the wrapper on!"-LIL John- partyin it up Rev'rend Style!
*Love to you all*
~Jen
::: posted by Jen at 1:50 AM
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