Thursday, June 27, 2002 :::
I've been alone a lot lately, just me & my computer & my TV. I try to make plans, always fall through. I'm in a funk. When I'm alone too long I get kinda depressed, so I dont know. I dont know what to do. I'm working over 50 hours a week for crap money, I've got a sprained wrist (or something). I just need something in my life to make me happy right now without me having to work for it. Something simple & happy. Or someone. Im looking foreward to goin to see the new house & going to LA in Aug., but thats about 2 months from now. But Nikki will be in town next week- so that shoud definatly be fun! I just wish I could do what I know I need to do to make things ok with myself.
::: posted by Jen at 8:52 PM
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