Friday, March 22, 2002 :::
I decided last night (in a partially drunken state)-that I vow to never allow myself to stay in a relationship simply because it's comfortable- or because it has always just been. I watch some couples sometimes that just seem stuck with eachother, & thats a damn shame, because we're too young for that sort of thing. I will ALWAYS be too young for that sort of thing. Today my roomate Molly gave out deragatory nicknames to some of our friends here at the castle. It was decided that I am a Tool. At first I was like "Nonono, I'm a DORK." But that name was already claimed by Molly herself, but then I thought about it & Tool is a word associated w/penis & anything phallic is OK by me, so I guess it fits. Also, I watched the film, "Hedwig and the Angry Inch" for the 1st time last night. Loved it. The shots were amazing, colors: wildly vivid, acting: superb. SO GOOD. There's a point when Hedwig is talking to Tommy about their relationship & love in general, & Hedwig says "Love is immortal"-to which I say "girl, my sentiments exactly"-.Throughout their entire relationship up to this point, Tommy had never kissed Hedwig on the lips & he suddenly said "Breath through my mouth" & grabbed Hedwig passionatly. (sigh)-If anyone ever said that to me I swear I would melt on the spot.
Watching that movie is like watching a slowly building orgasm only paralelled by Rocky Horror- except Rocky is a bunch of little climaxes rolled into one- while Hedwig starts off soft & slow building up to the most passionatly astounding explosion I think I have ever seen on screen-An explosion based off of personal actualization & growth rather then sex. Wow.
HEDWIG & THE ANGRY INCH: see it, be it, love it, live it.
On another note, I am too obsessed with this weblog shit.
~J
::: posted by Jen at 3:29 PM
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